Spoken truth
I'm tired. I always wanted to be your first, especially in your list of priorities. I wanted to feel like I'm the luckiest girl in the world; I want to be bragged. I want to be loved. I want to be the girl that will court forever. I never told you that I love flowers and other material stuff that other girls want because I thought you knew. I love hugs and kisses. I want stolen kiss and random surprises. I want just a simple text from you saying "I love you" in the worst hour of your day. Why is it hard? Is it because it's not like you or is it because I'm not worth the effort? I've accepted you for who you are even if I dont usually agree with you everyday. I supported you especially in your failures in life. Why am I alone now? Why aren't you here for me when I needed you the most? I just want some of your time and EFFORT. Effort to update, effort to plan, effort to love. Now, I can say that I love you, but I'm tired.